Wishing you all a very very Happy New Year...Welcome to 2014

# Jai Sai Ram #

The New Year signifies that the time has arrived to bid farewell

to the by-gone year and to welcome the New Year. 

Traditionally, the New Year was celebrated on the first of March every year.

However, this date was switched to January 1 as it is considered

to have a more religious significance.

With the growth of the western culture across the globe,

New Year’s Day on January 1 in the Gregorian calendar 

has been one of India’s many celebrations. 

There are different opinions as to when New Year’s Day 

that falls on January 1 in the Gregorian calendar was first celebrated in India. 

Some say that it was observed when the British colonized India 

while others say that its popularity bloomed only after

 the 1940s.

Romance is tempestuous but Love is calm. As I know that French is the language that turns dirt into romance.

Romance is everything.

I used to try to draw my girlfriends.

I think one of the most romantic things

that anybody can do is draw a portrait of

...the person you love

I feel bad when you miss me, I feel sad when you don’t.

Love is composed of a single soul...

inhabiting two bodies

Woman knows the face of the Man;

she loves as a sailor knows the open sea.

A flower cannot blossom without sunshine, and man cannot live without love.

You are the sun in my day,

the wind in my sky,

the waves in my ocean and...

the beat in my heart… 

I Miss You

Don't wait around for other people to be happy for you. Any happiness you get you've got to make yourself

Happiness doesn't depend on any external conditions, it depends upon ourselves...

Happiness governed by our mental attitude.

A warm smile is the universal language of kindness. Its a Curve that sets everything straight. It's a Free Theraphy

It is not how much we have, but how much we enjoy, that makes happiness.

On behalf of Broken Heart...

My eyes hurt from crying,

my heart hurts from trying.

I look so tired & worn out

because inside I'm dying.

I miss you,

I need you,

but I'm better off

without you.

Days will have to drag on longer,

but eventually I will stop

thinking about you. 

I wish I knew. 

I feel broken & unwanted, 

like it was easy for you 

to let me go. 

I trusted you with everything, 

I let my feelings show. 

Someday I hope I can look back 

at this & say I was strong. 

But only I know I'm not...

Mohabbat ko laazim hai awaargi bhi, Nahin ishq karta assar bethey bethey..

Zara si zindagi hai armaan bahut hain,

Humdard nahi koi, insan bohat hain,

Dil ka dard sunaye to sunaye kisko,

Jo dil ke kareeb hain wo anjaan bahut hain..

Cheating and lying aren't struggles, they're reasons to break up.

Wohi main hoon, wohi hai tere gham ki kar’farmaayi(Blessings),

Kabhi tanhaai mein mehfil, kabhi mehfil mein tanhaayi..

Man may have discovered fire, but women discovered how to play with it.

Pucho to aik aik hai tanhaa sulagg raha,

Dekho to sheher sheher hai melaa laga hua..

For the two of us, home isn't a place. It is a person. And we are finally home.

“A guy and a girl can be just friends, but at one point or another, they will fall for each other...Maybe temporarily, maybe at the wrong time, maybe too late, or maybe forever”

Bhool jaaon to jee nahin sakta, Yaad aao to dam nikalta hai....

Mein jo sard hathon se choota tha tere gaalon ko,

Yaad ayegi tujhe december mein shararat meri..

For my beloved wife...

Na woh farishta ho na...

farishtey jaisa ho,

Mujhe talash hai uski jo... 

mere jaisa ho,

Jo khwaab dene ko qadir (capable) ho...

 meri aankhon ko,

Meri mohabbat ko pehchan sake...

woh aisa ho,

Meri khatir marne ka hosla bhi rakhta ho,

Koi bhi ho, Kahi bhi ho...

Bas aisa ho,

Agar kabhi rooth jaoon mein us se to,

Muskrake manaye...

woh aisa ho,

Jo baat kare to woh nibha bhi sake,

Iradon mein woh apne...

chattanon jaisa ho.

Hum bhi hon ge ap ke dil mein magar, Magar ik bhoolay huye qissay ki tarah, Kabhi jo na baant pao ge dard to yaad aonga, Hum tum jo they aik jism ke hissay ki tarah..

Phir wohi raat, wohi hum, wohi tanhaai hai,

Phir har ik chott mohabbat ki ubhar aayi hai..

Tu ne ik baar jo sardi ke sabab orrhi thi, Meri almaari mein abi woh shawl zinda hai..

Band tha darwaaza bhi aur ghar mein bhi tanhaa thi mein,

Tu ne kuch mujh se bola tha ya aap hi boli thi mein ..

Meri tanhaaiyon se aa ke deepak koi to puchey, Kabhi jab chand pura ho, samandar cheekhta kyun hai..

Ishq to ab khel hua berozgar nojwaani ka,

Lagi naukri na to chalo dil hi sahi..

If you carry your childhood with you, you never become older.

Dedicate the pic for my childhood Friends & Realtives...

Rohit, Nishant, Suresh, Ajay, Shalu Di, Pallavi, Tinku etc

Log isharo mein ajkal baat samajh lete hai, bato hi baton mein jazbaat samajh lete hai... Yu to rota hai asman bhi dharti ki chahat mein.. Par kuch log uske ansuyo ko barsaat samajh lete hai....

God help the rich, the poor can beg...

He is rich or poor according to what he is, not according to what he has.

Yaad teri, bass baat teri, fariyaad teri, Ya rab mujhe kaam koi to aur bhi ho...

Sometime, we feel so alone,

& need a one who can share our feelings & emotions.

But we never permit to anyone at that time,

come in our life & become a part.

Because We should never take a suggestion in BIG depression,

& should not give a promise in a BIG happiness.

I really face that problem many times, also now.

Sometime My Heart Follow These Lines...

Till Date, I dont know how can I keep becoming single again n again, while I'm Married

Imagination is more important than knowledge.

The Man Who Has No Imagination Has No Has No Wings

Every great dream begins with a dreamer. Always remember, you have within you the strength, the patience, and the passion to reach for the stars to change the world.

Reality is wrong. Dreams are for real.

Positive thinking will let you do everything better than negative thinking will.

Responsibility is the price of freedom...

I hope for nothing. I fear nothing. I am free.

All our dreams can come true, if we have the courage to pursue them.

Happiness is not something ready made. It comes from your own actions....

Beauty is worse than wine, it intoxicates both the holder and beholder...

Missing My "KissMe" The ever most beautiful wing of me

A woman is like a tea bag - you can't tell how strong she is until you put her in hot water.

We should never forget our grand parents : GOD, they always keep watch that what we do & dont?

// Jai Sai Ram //

A Pic for my Poem "Red Kite"

Update the Poem soon here...

Being deeply loved by someone gives you strength, while loving someone deeply gives you courage...

For My Beloved "Princess"

Courage is being scared to death... and saddling up anyway...

Tanhaayiyon se khud ko bachaana pada mujhe... Yaadon ka ek sheher basaana pada mujhe... For my honey..

Dukh Day Kar Sawaal Kartay ho,

Tum Bhe GHAALiB ! Kamaal Kartay ho..

Daikh Kar Pooch Liyaa haal meraa,

Chalo Kuch tou Khayaal Kartay ho..

Shehar -e- Dil may Ye Udaasiyaan Kaisi ??

Ye Bhe mujh say Sawaal Kartay ho ???

Marnaa Chaahain tou mar nahe Saktay,

tum Bhe Jeenaa muhaal Kartay ho..

ab Kiss Kiss Ki misaal Doon tum Ko ?

her Sitam Bay-misaal Kartay ho . . .

Poetry from Ghaalib Sab

Feelings About My Love Era... Specially a beautiful girl I have ever...

Sometime, We need a partner who can give us time to share our feelings & thinking. We easily trust on anyone, when we got hurt soon. We think that the coming person is really faithful & caring than past one. But we wrongs, we forget that LOVE is not about only love, romance, care, & respect, its also about Pain, Sacrifice, Requests, Tears, Cry, Loneliness etc.
On the special date 11-12-13, I find a girl from Pakistan's named ***** She loves me, by seeing her beautiful & undefined face, I forget my all past pains & hurting persons. as I feel that her her at is too much beautiful than her face, because We conformed our feelings before seeing her face. But yesterday night she told me that she cant avoid the orders of parents, I feel some sad, I know also I have to face many of BIG problems, to get her here... Then also, my heart crying for her, and she also said that we'll always friends, she don't want to loose me. So as I post that I close my affairs account ;) after the breakup from Aligarh last. She always remain my good friend. Really I should not post that... click

Ab wahan yadon ka bikhra hua 'malba' hi to hai, Jiss jagha ishq ne bunyaad-e-makaan rakhi thi...

(malba;worthless material)

Mohabbat ko laazim hai awaargi bhi, Nahin ishq karta assar bethey bethey..

Tamaam umar ki awaargi pe bhaari hai,

Woh ik shab jo teri yaad mein guzaari hai..

A wish from my heart to my "husn-e-mohabbat"

Apni Zindagi ki her Shaam Tere Naam kardoon,

Teri hi Aankhon ka Jaam Tere Naam kardoon,

Main Doob jaoon Teri in Jheel si Gehri Aankhon mai,

Phir apni Barbadi ka ilzam Tere Naam kar doon,

Mai apni Rooh ko Tere Wajood mai bhardoon,

Phir apni Zaat apna her Payam Tere Naam kardoon,

Tuu Mujhey Mohabbat ka Agaaz de Sanam,

Mai Apne Pyaar ka Anjaam Tere Naam kardoon,

Mohabbaton ke Qaseeday likhoon Teri Sanaa mai,

Hazaron Pyaar ke Peghaam Tere Naam kardoon,

Ho jiska Zikar Mohabbat ki her kahani mai,

Ek aisa Pyaar ka Peghaam Tere Naam kardoon??.

Tumne hi kia tha mohabbat ki kashti mein sawar, Ab ankhen na churana muje doobta bhi dekho agar??

Writing some lines for my nearest one, living out of from India...

Chupchap kahin rakha to hai,

Ek khwaab humne dekha to hai

Kal shaam yun hi tanha baithkar

Tere bare me socha to hai,

Doobte sooraj ugte chaand par,

Tere liye paigaam bheja to hai,

Behti hawa,saagar ki lehron par,

Tera hi naam likha to hai,

Aasman ko jab gaur se dekha,

Tera hi chehra dikha humko hai,

Karib ka nahi door ka sahi,

Koi ek rishtaa banaa to hai?

Yaad rakhna hi mohabbat mein nahi hai sab kuch, Bhool jana bhi bari baat hua karti hai..

Jin Raho pe ik umer uske saath raha hoon,

Kuch roz se wo rastey sunsan bohot hai,

Mil jaye kabhi laut k phir aye na shayad,

Kamzor hoon mai, rah mai toofan bohot hai,

Ik wo hi nahi meri judai mai pareshan,

Hum bhi to unki chah mai veeran bohot hai,

Ik tark-e-wafa mai usko kaise bhula doo,

Mujh per abhi us shaks ke ahsan bohot hai,

Bhar aaien na ankhein to mai ik baat bataon,

Ab "unse" se bicher jane ke imkaan (chance) bohot hai..

Write for my last affair, I left my city town, coz she will get marry soon, If I'll be there, then many of chances to hurt, when I live far from her, neither her love decrease nor mine, but attraction will becoming low..day by day.. I don't want to loose her, but I have to do it for both happiness & careful future. Sorry Honey!! I come far from you, But My Heart is near of you... Take care of it. I can Live with your memories & some old memorable moments

Feelings of a girl.... write behalf on My Friend Neha Negi...(For her love)

Samandar Mein Otar Ti Hoon Tou... Aankhein Bheeg Jati Hain

Teri Aankhon Ko Parti Hoon Tou... Aankhein Bheeg Jati Hain

Tera Naam Likhne Ki Ijazat... Cheen Gai Hai Jab Se

Koi Bhi Lafz Likhti Hoon Tou... Aankhein Bheeg Jati Hain

Na Jane Ho Gai Hoon Is Qadar... Hatash Main Kab Se

Kisi Se Baat Karti Hoon Tou... Aankhein Bheeg Jati Hain

Hazaroon Mausamon Ki Hukmarani (Governance) Hai... Mere Dil Par

Lekin Jab Bhi Hansti Hoon Tou... Aankhein Bheeg Jati Hain

Hai koi janaza padhne wala…?? Main apne dil ko maar betha hun…!!

Ek Kasak Jo Lafzon Ki

Aagosh Me Sisak Rahi Thi

Ek Dua Jo Door Arsh (Sky)

Pe Bhatak Rahi Thi

Wo Dua Jo Tuutey Dil

Se Nikal Rhi Thi

Wo Dua Jo 2 Labon

Pe Machal Rahi Thi

Kaash !

Ek Shaam Wo Laut Aaye

Ya Kaash !

Wo Shaam Laut Aaye

Is Dil Ne Bohat Use

Chaha Tha

Hum Ne Rab Se Bas

Use Hi Maanga Tha

Par Meri Dua To Kahin

Arsh Pe Hi Kho Gayi

Aur Phir Taqdeer b

Andhera Aurh k So Gayi

Aur Phir Zabt (Confiscated) Ka Daaman

Hum Sey Chooth Gaya

Ek Tuuta Hua Dil

Aur Bhi Tuut Gaya ?

Guzr hum ne yun zindagi ki hai, Har qadam hum ne aashiqi ki hai...

Feeling Alone with having lots of affairs & relations.. Coz No one is really suits to heart. :)

Zindagi! tujhko manaane nikle;

hum bhi kis tarah se deewaane nikle..

kuchh to dushman the chipe hue apne libas mein;

kuchh.. mere dost puraane nikle..

nazar-andaaz kiyaa hai usne;

khud se milne ke bahaane nikle!

be-basaarat hai ye basti, yaaron!

aaina kisko dikhaane nikle..

in andheron mein jiyoge kab tak;

koi to shamma jalaane nikle...

Koi to "deepak" ko roshan karane nikle...

A Moment for 12 December

Three years ago, Time about 2.00pm, Place: Sai Temple, Exhibition Ground, Aligarh with Gavendra. After joining Capital Trust on 9 march 2010, I often use Okrut, No idea of FB, then near about May/June I found a girl named *******, her face matches from the face of my first love & name also, but the surname was differ. So I think that may be she will get mature and having some changes in face/personality. So I starts to flirt with her, but when I know that someone already in her life, I stopped myself I make her a Good Friend. When we both decide to meet, she offer me to met on 12/12/10 in her sister's marriage. I was so happy but because its a first meet by social site. Me and my friend Gavendra went to Amir Nishan Market to purchase a gift for her, we purchased a dairy.
Shocking Moment of the Life: When I reached at spot, what i saw?? My First Love & she both stands together. The land take side off under my legs, eyes not blinked, Mouth opened.... & I cant say the situation of my heart beats. I just say "Hi" to my orkut friend, & totally consider my first love. I ignore the girl who comes to meet on a risk, just see my first love & asking her...
Tum kaisi ho? (How are you)
Ghar pe sab kaise hai? (What about your family members)
Kaha reh rahi ho? (where are you living now) etc.
& she answers with whispering her lips slowly-slowly, Oh! God... what the moment it was! Really Guys, But suddenly I awake & see for whom I came there. I hold her gift to my orkut friend & go at once from there. I realize that always I pray to my SAI RAM that one time I want to see my first love, then I show her my feelings with love for her, What I know that, they kind me this type of situation... (smiling silently), Well! Today three years ago to see her, my dream girl... Hope, Life is going on, may she will again meet me. And the orkut friend becomes my best close friend, every type of sharing & discussions starts between us.
Some lines for her...
Yakin usko aya nahi tha, Wazaahat (clarification) maine ki nahi thi...
Kuch Gujar gayi, Kuch Gujar jayegi "umar" shayad, imtehaanon mein.. ha ha ha... Love u *******

11-12-13 (Make it memorable)

Guys, today I'm neither be happy not I'm sad...
As I want to see my sister by going in the marriage of her sister-in-law, I'm unable to go their due to some personal problem & financial circumstances. But yesterday after break-up my last affair, In mid-night I get a most beautiful, Understandable & sweetest girl "Fariyal" from Pakistan. We both know that we cant marry, after all we accept each other. Its a Blind Love. So date is special to me in two ways:-
A) Happy Moment : I get my life sharing partner, having beautiful face as well as nice heart
B) Bad Moment: I cant meet my sister, while I miss her most today. Due to my office work. (Sorry)
In our life, many of turns come with two options, sometime both are beneficial sometime both are harmful, & we have to select one of them, at that time we miss someone nearest, as I miss only my sis "Varsha" Dear Sister, Really I want to come there, but some of problem coming in my way, feeling sorry.

A Painful Truth

As we think that till the end of 2013, I'll finish my all affairs & close activities. As I want that in 2014, I'll get marry with someone who really cares about me, my feelings & my family. A girl who have shyness & have understand the situations & conditions. So I don't want hurt her that she think about me as I continue my affairs. Here I announce that I could not spread my LOVE with anyone.. everyone use me...
No one ask me ever that what I need, what I want or what I feel??
Today, before 10-15 minutes, my last girl friend, whom I really love from depth of my heart & we have completed our 1 year on 29.sep; She excused me. Because I don't go to Aligarh to meet with her. I can also clarify & take out her mistake, that I told her I'll come, but she forget... But I ignore it & make her cool, but she said "are jao yar, u dnt have need of me" & removed me from her FB... As she want that we live always good friend, we both switch up our relation from couples to Friendship without come closed, by which we always meet. But I don't know as she starts to go outside & using FB she found another one...So at least, my last trustful affairs also cheated with me. Now I'm neither happy nor sad. Because I am sad that I have no one with whom I share my feelings & activities, & Happy that I become completely single for my coming wife. O! Wife.. Come soon... I'm waiting for you with lots of love (never shared). I swear, Until I get married, I never use any social site with any of female. I getup my attitude & standard. I cant think how some people break a relation of more than one year within 1 second... For all...
"Un Parindo ko Quaid karna mere bus ki baat nahi...
Jo mere dil mein to rehte hai... ParUdne ka shauk kisi or ke sath rakhte hai..."
In all of my 4 real affairs... All are fake & greedy.Is there any girl remain who understand the feelings of  a boy?
Real Affaris: Pu/Tan/Sak/San
Closers: Cher/Sona/Sheh/Rby/Shv/Nh/Mmt/etc
She also do it one more time as CLICK

A modified poem for my coming wife...

Friends, Its a fiction & hope... that i think about her & some words jumping in my mind. Then I note down all of them here... :)

Dulhan ke laal jode me tu kaisi lagegi,
Khawon me jaisa maine deka bilkul vaisi lagegi..!
Khubsurat pari is sundar,
Gore hatho me mehndi bhi badi gehri chadegi,
Dulhan ke laal jode me tu kaisi lagegi..!

Hosh ud jayenge dekhne walo ke,
Jab tere mathe ki bindiya tare jaisi lagegi..
Jab tere hathon me chudiya khankegi,
Dulhan ke laal jode me tu kaisi lagegi..!

Sajkar niklegi tu ghar se bahar,
zamane ki nazre tera peecha karenge..
Aankhon me kajal lagakar jaana “janam”,
Isse tu buri najar se bachegi..
Dulhan ke laal jode me tu kaisi lagegi..!

Resham se balon ko jab tu ghunghat se dhakegi,
Nagin se lahrayengi yeh julfe..
Jab tu hole si chalegi,
Na reh paunga bin tuje dekhe..
Us raat yeh aankh kaise lagegi,
Dulhan ke laal jode me tu kaisi lagegi

Note: Imagination never minds Reality

Writing for one of my best FB friend...

Teri ankho ke isharon ki, bohat yad aayi,

Aaj pat-jharr mein, baharon ki bohat yad aayi, 

Jab ladrkhadata hua nikla, kabhi mekhaney se, 

Teri baahon ke sahaaron ki, bohat yaad aayi, 

Jab bhi ponchhe hain, haathön se ye aansu apne, 

Tere daaman ke kinaron ki, bohat yaad aayi, 

Aaj iss ujdey hue sheher me, 'deepak' humko, 

Apnay bichdey hue yaaron ki, bohat yaad aayi..

After 27 Nov. She fought with me.. & call me 30 times...

I can't pick due to more anger...

but Now I'm really missing her...

She is not my gf.. but more than a gf.. a good friend...

"Tumhari yaad or baraf-bari ka mausam,

sulagta raha dil ke andar akeley,

Irada tha jee loon ga tujh se bichar ke,

Magar guzarta nahi ab December akeley.."

My heart never want to explain my love... Because its unable to finish if starts...

Dard kya hota hai,

samjhayenge phir kisi roz,

Aaj hume kush rehne do,

azeb zada ho jayenge phir kisi roz,

Zidh na karo phir woh dastaan sunne ki,

hum gham mein doob ke dikhayenge,

phir kisi roz,

“Deepak” yeh kaisi aarzo hai,

unki dard e hayat sunne ki,

kehdo aaj hum ji rahe hai,

mar ke dikhaye phir kisi roz.

Winter is the season of Pain given by Love...

Tere khayal,

Tere khuwab

Aur teri mohabbat,

Zuban pay ghazal,

Hathon main kitab

Aur teri mohabbat

Gumnam alfaz,

Talkh sawalaat, benaam tehrirain,

Adhoray jawabat,

Aur teri mohabbat

Thandi sehar sard hawain

Udtey badal, taiz ghtain

Aur teri mohabbat

Halki dhoop, sohana mosam

Bheegay pair, saaf aasman

Aur teri mohabbat

Teri baatain, tanha raatain

Kabhi hijr, kabhi mulaqatain

Aur teri mohabbat

Dar o baam, dhalti sham

Kitab qalam, tera naam

Aur teri mohabbat

Phool titli, bhaag o bahaar

Gaata darya, jhoomti lehrain

Aur teri mohabbat

Chamakta chand, jagmag taaray

Awara jugnu, bheeghi shabnam

Aur teri mohabbat

Jaltay chiragh, udhta dhua’an

Tera intizar, thoda-kuch samaan

Aur teri mohabbat

Chupta suraj, halki barsaat

Dhanak k rang, tera saath

Aur teri mohabbat

Sarhaanay takya, bikhra bistar

Bechain karwatain, raat ka pehar

Aur teri mohabbat….

tanhai chipat jaye... dard lipat jaye... ruh mein simat jaye... Ye Teri Mohabbat

Feelings of December for my Sakhu....

December agya jaana,

Ke phir ek saal,

Teri yaad ke samandar mein,

Utar kar jane wala hai,

Yeh dil phir roney wala hai,

Tumhe kuch yaad hai jaana,

Isi pichle december mein,

Tumhi ne mujh ko likha tha,

Ke neya jo saal aye ga,

Us mein mil ke rehna hai,

Bohat se pyar ke vaadey,

Bohat si ankahi baten,

Humain tehreer karni hain,

Mohabbat ki neyi nazmein,

Humein is baar likhni hain,

Magar janaa,

Wohi raten,

Wohi shaamen,

Wohi khushbu,

Wohi nazmen,

Mujhe har waqt kehti hain,

December loat aya hai,

Magar, tera sathi nahin aya,

December agya jaana..

December agya jaana….

Waiting for 25th Dec, on that day we've completed our 3 years of unmeasured Love...

Two lines define our love...

"Ek dujey ko der samjha, Der se yaari ki,
Hum dono ne 'ek' mohabbat, Baari baari ki.."

Some lines based on my Personal Affair Life...

Chot taaza hay magar,

Zakham purany apny,

Kitnay mushkil hain yahan,

Dard chupany apny,

Jin ko hum yaad karein,

Hum unhein yaad nahi,

Kaisy hotey hein yahan log,

Na janay apnay,

Kitna chaha hay tujhy,

Ye to hum hi janty hein,

Ya-khuda,

Itny nahi thy kabhi,

Deewany apny,

Har jaga shor,

Meray ishq ki ruswai ka,

Kitny mash’hoor hain,

Chahat k fasany apny,

Ek teri yaad sy,

Daman ko bachaney ke liye,

Kitny badley hain yahan main ny,

Thikaanay apnay…

Raining is the best romantic moment for me... I miss my Poetry Girl...

Let the Rain wash away... All the Pain of yesterday...

Tumko barish pasand hai. mujhe barish me TUM,

Tumko hasna pasand hai. mujhe hastey hue TUM

Tumko bolna pasand hai. mujhe boltey hue TUM

Lost time is never found again...

Time Is Money