Since 2003, when I started writing, my all creations (poetry, lyrics, songs, ghazalas, para's etc) dedicated to my first love. After conform in 2007 that I am a looser in field of success love stories, I suggest my self to spread my all creations in front world. Hope, some day she will also read them. Here, I'm telling you all that why I started writing ? Hope, You'll understand my frustration on paper & pens :)
It was class 9th, A guy note down the lyrics of Altaf Raja & present in the extra period or lunch time in front of class mostly in girls. So she took more interest in his lyrics. I think if she liked the copied lyrics, must she will also like self written, from then I started writing... But unfortunately, my all creations buried in the dairies & files in my home ranks. I could never show her my feelings. Mostly friends like Aslam, Rakesh, Alok, Kailash, Ashu, Gavendra, Tarun and my CTL staff praise me for my poetry, some of inspire me to publish it, but I said:
It was class 9th, A guy note down the lyrics of Altaf Raja & present in the extra period or lunch time in front of class mostly in girls. So she took more interest in his lyrics. I think if she liked the copied lyrics, must she will also like self written, from then I started writing... But unfortunately, my all creations buried in the dairies & files in my home ranks. I could never show her my feelings. Mostly friends like Aslam, Rakesh, Alok, Kailash, Ashu, Gavendra, Tarun and my CTL staff praise me for my poetry, some of inspire me to publish it, but I said:
ye meri feelings hai yaar, ishq becha nahi jata.
Then they excused me by saying anything. After 2007 to 2012, I was surrounding by many of family problems & responsibilities, when I get some time, now I want to publish my creations. In one of my poem, in the last I wrote that:
yu to meri shayri ko sab padhenge, wah wah bhi karenge...
Kaash ise tu padhke muskurayein, To Aur baat hogi...
Yu to ek per se bhi chal lete hai log duniya mein...
Magar dono per sath de, To Aur baat hogi...
Finally, after some time, my all poems will come in front of world. Hope, some of people understand me. My motto is to see every couple/pair or person happy & enjoying their life. In my all poems (more than 300) I like the one named "Laal Patang". Soon, publish! Need your love & blessings. In this year, soon come my first book (novel) named "AN INDEMNITY." Pray for it.
Mera kamraa hai ke ik duniya teri yaadon ki,
Chedoo'n jiss cheez ko teri nishani nikley... ;(
U know publish all of them, maybe then she will read them all and she would realize what you had for her
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And plz remove this robot verification thing... useless thing
You're so innocent, flowing river in reverse is impossible, it cant happen yar :) thanks for the thought.
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